phew....long time being little bloggy
miss yah mi amore
it's been 6 months..6 hell of a month
hahahahahahaha
6 months full of glory+topsy turvy decade
it's legendary man
thought that this young potato can't survive on it's own
now let me reminisce you bout da past 6 months
i've been in a new life
got my self a job
am i satisfied enough
well..da whole process changed me a lot
my bad meets evil brother had been off for their study
left me with my sis
my aunt had passed away
too many things to recap back
talking bout satisfaction
nobody was born to live in a life where they can make own decision
i'm not sure bout you
but me
hell yeah i felt the burden on my neck
the burden of getting matured enough
so dat nobody can't shoved me around
but damn...
i'm not so sure i can
dear god..
sometimes i'm a messed
do help me lord
i'm begging you
please do not take this smile from my face
i hate becoming a jerk
never imagine myself in that
never want to be a part of grievance and sorrow
now where the hell is my source of power and wisdom???
i need it bad
so bad that i'm about to loose my mind
hurm.....